I am finally done with AP World. No more outlines, late night studying, or stressing. It is the best feeling ever, but then I think about how I am taking two AP classes next year and get depressed.
Summer is so close and I really just want school to end now. But now I have to focus on my career speech... But I'm not in advanced this year so I'm not too worried.
Summer can't come fast enough... It's almost time for my trip to Cancun!
Friday, May 17, 2013
Thursday, May 16, 2013
One Day
My parents (specifically my mom) don't want me to go college far away. I get that they don't want me to leave them, but that is what college is about. It's about leaving the nest to branch out, gain a higher education, and find out who you are, without your parents constantly being there.
The furthest I would go would be University of Montana Western (Yeah, I know that is pretty far)
The thing that has me hesitant to go there though, is that I would not be able to take my horse. I want to take Romeo with me where ever I go, as long as it's not to far. They really want me to go to Fresno State and tryout to be on their NCAA Equine Team, but I don't really like the college, or Fresno in general. I've started looking up out of state colleges that offer NCAA Equine teams (Fresno is the only one in California).
If I go to Sac State for example, they still want me to live at home. It's not like I can't get a job and pay for my dorm or apartment. I'd probably end up sharing, anyways. I think they want me to stay home so I can keep helping around the house. My brother won't do anything with out being prodded like a stubborn cow. So that leaves me to do a lot of extra work, which I am more than happy to do, but when I leave I don't think my brother will step up to take over those jobs.
I don't know . . . I just want to go places and experience living on my own during college, like any other teenager/young adult.
My Yesterday
The dance show is tonight! I'm so excited to honestly...get it over with. I look so good with makeup on it's bad and what's worse is that it gives my contacts infections which give my eyes infections. But all is well, except that I'm tired all day every day. Either way, dance has taken up a lot of my time. I had to come back to school for it after the AP US test, which leads me to my story.
After the US test, I decided to go to BJ's for lunch. It was soooo good except the waiter didn't like us all too well. I don't know if it's a recurring theme anymore. Last week I had the Psychology test and I went to Red Robins. Again, super good but the waiter didn't even talk to us and just steered clear of our table. But yea.
When I got home, I realized that I left my keys in my laundry basket...at school. But by living in an apartment complex, there's the front office, which has the key to every apartment. It's embarrassing to say that I got locked out of my house at the age of 17, but I sucked it up and got to the front door to the office. When the lady or whoever works there gives a tour to a person that'll live there, they leave a sign saying they'll be back at a certain time. The time on the sign yesterday said 1:50. That was totally cool because I thought I still had five minutes to wait. I walked to my house door because while I was waiting there was a guy in the gym, who thought I was watching him run, but I wasn't! I was just staring off into space, but he got creeped out. And what's worse is while I walked to my house, I passed by the gym again, and since the wall has a TON of windows, I looked inside to see him working out again. I feel like a creeper now...
Either way, got to my door and just sat there. Out of nowhere comes this bug with like little pincher things on its head. Immediately, I smashed it since I've been training myself to get over the fear of insects since they're just really creepy. However, another one came out of a crack and tried to pry its ugly butt into my front door. Unfortunately, I couldn't get to it and could only watch as it walked down the side of my door and just slipped underneath. I gave a really loud WTH. That's just ridiculous. Gross looking things shouldn't be able to just waltz into my freakin' apartment!
After witnessing such monstrosity, I go back to the apartment office to find the workers still gone. At this point I was half freaking out because not only was it 2 and I had to leave in 30 minutes for the dance rehearsal, but the bug was somewhere in my apartment and there wasn't anything I could do.
I waited then gave up hope, walked to Megan's house, half-cried (didn't have the energy to), then walked back, SURE that they would be at the office, I could get my key and I could get like 5 minutes of napping. But alas, they weren't there, it was 2:15. 2:15! How long does a tour take?! Walked back to my apartment and got picked up by Alina, went to dance, then yea.
Needless to say, I didn't find the bug.
After the US test, I decided to go to BJ's for lunch. It was soooo good except the waiter didn't like us all too well. I don't know if it's a recurring theme anymore. Last week I had the Psychology test and I went to Red Robins. Again, super good but the waiter didn't even talk to us and just steered clear of our table. But yea.
When I got home, I realized that I left my keys in my laundry basket...at school. But by living in an apartment complex, there's the front office, which has the key to every apartment. It's embarrassing to say that I got locked out of my house at the age of 17, but I sucked it up and got to the front door to the office. When the lady or whoever works there gives a tour to a person that'll live there, they leave a sign saying they'll be back at a certain time. The time on the sign yesterday said 1:50. That was totally cool because I thought I still had five minutes to wait. I walked to my house door because while I was waiting there was a guy in the gym, who thought I was watching him run, but I wasn't! I was just staring off into space, but he got creeped out. And what's worse is while I walked to my house, I passed by the gym again, and since the wall has a TON of windows, I looked inside to see him working out again. I feel like a creeper now...
Either way, got to my door and just sat there. Out of nowhere comes this bug with like little pincher things on its head. Immediately, I smashed it since I've been training myself to get over the fear of insects since they're just really creepy. However, another one came out of a crack and tried to pry its ugly butt into my front door. Unfortunately, I couldn't get to it and could only watch as it walked down the side of my door and just slipped underneath. I gave a really loud WTH. That's just ridiculous. Gross looking things shouldn't be able to just waltz into my freakin' apartment!
After witnessing such monstrosity, I go back to the apartment office to find the workers still gone. At this point I was half freaking out because not only was it 2 and I had to leave in 30 minutes for the dance rehearsal, but the bug was somewhere in my apartment and there wasn't anything I could do.
I waited then gave up hope, walked to Megan's house, half-cried (didn't have the energy to), then walked back, SURE that they would be at the office, I could get my key and I could get like 5 minutes of napping. But alas, they weren't there, it was 2:15. 2:15! How long does a tour take?! Walked back to my apartment and got picked up by Alina, went to dance, then yea.
Needless to say, I didn't find the bug.
SUCCESS
YAYYYYYYYYY!!! AP testing is finally over! I am so happy and releived. I have been looking forward to this day since the beginning of the year and there are no words to describe how happy I am that it is over! Now I can focus on my non- AP classes... like journalism. We are so close to summer!
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Poems Are Better Than Blogs
No offense but it takes me forever to think of something to talk about in a blog. It's because I have to talk about myself or something recent that I experienced or have an opinion about. But either way it still is all about me. Why do I have to talk about myself so much? I'd rather express myself through art or creative writing instead of just pouring out my bland thoughts all the time. Plus, I find creative writing much more fun to read than blogs (again no offense). It's just hard to continue to keep trying to make my life seem interesting enough to put in a blog. I could make a poem or short story much more interesting.
Just saying...
It's Over!!!
I'M DONE WITH AP TESTING!!! FINALLY!!!
I think I was most worried about AP Bio, but I think APES was the hardest, but that might be just me.
It's such a relief! I watched T.V. today. It felt really good.
Anyway, I'm going to go back to watching T.V. because tomorrow I have to start working on getting my grades back up. Fun stuff.
I feel like such a truant though, because it's Wednesday, and I've only been to school once this week. It would be a dream week, except that I was taking major exams.
Enjoy the rest of the week!
I think I was most worried about AP Bio, but I think APES was the hardest, but that might be just me.
It's such a relief! I watched T.V. today. It felt really good.
Anyway, I'm going to go back to watching T.V. because tomorrow I have to start working on getting my grades back up. Fun stuff.
I feel like such a truant though, because it's Wednesday, and I've only been to school once this week. It would be a dream week, except that I was taking major exams.
Enjoy the rest of the week!
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
My Dog
I have nothing to blog about, so I guess I will talk about my dog. I have a little 7-pound shih tzu named Maggie. We have had her for her whole life, which is only 6 years.
Anyone who has even come over and seen my dog would vouch for me that she is the stupidest dog on earth. There are several reasons why she is considered the stupidest dog ever:
1) She doesn't know how to go to the bathroom by herself. You have to stand outside with her and yell at her until she goes.
2) She doesn't know what anything we say means. We tell her to stay, she walks away. We tell her sit, she walks away. We tell her to lay down, she just looks at you like you're crazy.
3) She only does what we say if you give her a treat. Enough said.
4) She hates snuggling. When she is laying down, you go to pet her and you think she would be happy. But noooo, she gets up and walks away.
5) She also hates being confined into an area. We have gates to lock her in the kitchen, which is kinda big, and she freaks out. She freaks out to the point where she squeezes through the little bars in the gate to just get out. She got stuck one time and it was horrible! But, it taught her a lesson. And us one to... The gates are no longer up.
Well, that's my dog. But don't get me wrong. I love her very much! She is super cute... Her best quality.
Anyone who has even come over and seen my dog would vouch for me that she is the stupidest dog on earth. There are several reasons why she is considered the stupidest dog ever:
1) She doesn't know how to go to the bathroom by herself. You have to stand outside with her and yell at her until she goes.
2) She doesn't know what anything we say means. We tell her to stay, she walks away. We tell her sit, she walks away. We tell her to lay down, she just looks at you like you're crazy.
3) She only does what we say if you give her a treat. Enough said.
4) She hates snuggling. When she is laying down, you go to pet her and you think she would be happy. But noooo, she gets up and walks away.
5) She also hates being confined into an area. We have gates to lock her in the kitchen, which is kinda big, and she freaks out. She freaks out to the point where she squeezes through the little bars in the gate to just get out. She got stuck one time and it was horrible! But, it taught her a lesson. And us one to... The gates are no longer up.
Well, that's my dog. But don't get me wrong. I love her very much! She is super cute... Her best quality.
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