eh.

my dad's moving 2/3 across the country to iowa for work :(
i'll only get to see him for 3 weeks every couple months. we've done this before when he worked in NY but we got to see him for a week every month so i don't think i'll like the change. at all.
on top of that, theres scholarship apps, and essay writing for applications. and official transcripts to request and pick up, and starting projects and big assignments in our classes.
im a whole lot closer to hating this year this week than i was last week. i want second semester already. i want to be in my early 20's and already be in college, have everything figured out, have a job, and know whats going on with my "future" (that word makes me cringe). its just all annoying.
im definitely going to make sure im out this weekend for sure to at least ensure that i dont go insane. a movie, the lake, tanning outside, whateve. ill be outside for a day or two.
frustration - the word of the day.