Unfortunately, I have been sick for the passed couple of days but i'm extremely excited to go to school tomorrow and hand out our first print issue!
This print issue will contain my first printed work. I have to admit I have been looking forward to seeing my first byline.
I can't wait until we get to go all over campus and hand out the Flash to students eager to read it. It never struck me until now how influental a flash writer can be.
This makes me want to start working right now on my story for the next Flash. I can't wait until tomorrow! It's going to be lots of fun!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Prop 8 from Michael Lines
Prop 8:I too would like to weigh in a Proposition Eight. You're not seriously suggesting that legal policies should be established based on Dictionary.com are you? Why are you so scared of Homosexuals getting married? Why do we have to disregard the past two centuries of American progress? You said it yourself, Civil Unions and Marriages aren't the same thing: well put- I applaud you for admitting that. You go on to suggest that churches will lose their tax-exempt status. That's simply not the case? it's truly absurd. The Catholic Church for instance ONLY marries Catholic couples, as does the LDS church, have they lost their tax-exempt status? No? not even slightly. In fact, the court decision actually says: ?no religion will be required to change its religious policies or practices with regard to same-sex couples, and no religious officiant will be required to solemnize a marriage in contravention of his or her religious beliefs.? Abraham Lincoln states the idea of equality more eloquently then I ever could.November 19, 1863:"Four score and seven years ago our fathers brought forth on this continent, a new nation, conceived in Liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal."You can spin the issue however you want. You can claim it's for the children, you can claim it's to protect family, you can claim it symbolizes less government, you can say it's to restore the sanctity of marriage, you can claim it's in the Bible, and you can even claim it's fair. But at the end of the day, "No man has a natural right to commit aggression on the equal rights of another, and this is all from which the laws ought to restrain him." (Thomas Jefferson)
Ties to Terrorism (or the lack thereof):
The Weather Underground:Is an organization, not an individual. By discussing the individuals below (Ayers and Dohrn),I'll cover Obama's "association" with the Weather Underground.William AyersDid you do any research or are you just regurgitating rhetoric- AGAIN? Barack Obama and Wiliam Ayers met in 1995 when they were working on the Annenberg Challenge. For those who don't know, the Annenberg Challenge was sponsored by the Annenberg Foundation, a foundation that provides funding and support to nonprofit organizations both in the United States, and abroad. So where did Barak Obama meet Ayers? On the board of this philanthropic organization. The two men met on a few other occasions to discuss their charity work together, I guess thats Obama's tie to terrorism with respect to William Ayers.Bernardine DohrnI'm not sure if you're aware that William and Bernardine are married... and your argument just went from guilt by association, to guilt by association with an associate. The connections are getting a little sketchy. His association with her is explained in the paragraph above- by his association with her HUSBAND.Tony RezkoI don't see how Barack Obama's association with Tony Rezko is a tie to terrorism? but, whatever floats your boat :). It's true the Obamas bought a plot of land to extend their existing property-line from the Rezko's. However, they paid over market value for the plot of land, and actually had to raise their bid twice. So the idea that Tony Rezko helped Obama purchase a home is ridiculous. Try looking up the facts next time. Barack Obama has also donated all of his campaign contributions from Tony Rezko and his associates to charity. Did John McCain donate all of his big-name Washington lobbyist contributions? Or is the McCain campaign RUN by Washington lobbyists? Can you clarify this?Rev. Jeremiah WrightI don't think it's possible to talk about Rev. Wright much more. However, tell me what makes him a "terrorist" and I'll respond... Also, how about David Brickner?Rashid KhalidDid you copy this list from some inflammatory right-wing blog or something? Do you know even know who Rashid Khalid is? John McCain charied the IRI foundatoin that funded Khalidi's orginzation... to the tune of almost half a million dollars.Here's the tax return:http://abcnews.go.com/images/Politics/IRI%20Form%20990%20-%201998.pdf
Now it's your turn? and this time, since I've shown enough respect to answer your questions, please, answer mine. Defend these associations if you will:Ralph ReedCharles Keating- Lincoln Savings and LoanThe Alaskan Independence PartySen. Phil GrammDavid BricknerAnd a big one: George Bush. Explain how McCain's economic policies (with the exception of an almost comical mortgage purchasing proposition) differ from George Bush's policies. M. Lines
Now it's your turn? and this time, since I've shown enough respect to answer your questions, please, answer mine. Defend these associations if you will:Ralph ReedCharles Keating- Lincoln Savings and LoanThe Alaskan Independence PartySen. Phil GrammDavid BricknerAnd a big one: George Bush. Explain how McCain's economic policies (with the exception of an almost comical mortgage purchasing proposition) differ from George Bush's policies. M. Lines
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Ties to Terrorism
Would someone care to explain to justify Obama’s links with:
The Weather Underground
William Ayers
Bernardine Dohrn
Tony Rezko
Rev. Jeremiah Wright
and
Rashid Khalidi
I don't have the time to continue, because my TA period is over, but I'm sure there are many, many more...HAVE FUN.
Cheerleading
I just read Kelsey's post about varsity cheer and it got me worked up about cheering. In case no one knows, I've cheered since 7th grade and then this year I made the decision not to try out. I didn't know if I was going to regret it or if it was the right choice...but I did it. Honestly, I actually tried out for the drill team, which WAS a mistake. But this isn't about that...
I completely agree with Kelsey about cheer being different. My freshmen and sophomore years, Rocklin cheerleading was amazing. Everyone LOVED to cheer. We all got along, made jokes, and didn't complain. I noticed last year that it started to change. Last year was still amazing, our coach made it fun and made us love it.
Nothing against Coach Eguyd (varsity coach), because she is an amazing coach. The problem is that people don't cheer because they love it anymore. Girls like to wear short skirts, put a bow in their hair, and be in the spotlight. And that's not what cheer's about.
It should be about working hard, pushing to get that stunt that we never thought we'd hit, getting the school involved, and bonding as a team. Seriously, if that was what cheer was about this year, I would have tried out. But when I see the varsity team on Friday nights, I know I made the right decision to not cheer. I can tell by the way everyone stands like they just don't care.
Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against those girls. They work hard and look great. And I'm not referring to all of them. I just wish cheerleading was still about what it's supposed to be. Because I really miss it. And I know what Rocklin can be...I wish the girls knew too. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe they all love it.
But....I think I'm right. And I can't wait until college, when I can cheer again...and be with girls who love it.
I completely agree with Kelsey about cheer being different. My freshmen and sophomore years, Rocklin cheerleading was amazing. Everyone LOVED to cheer. We all got along, made jokes, and didn't complain. I noticed last year that it started to change. Last year was still amazing, our coach made it fun and made us love it.
Nothing against Coach Eguyd (varsity coach), because she is an amazing coach. The problem is that people don't cheer because they love it anymore. Girls like to wear short skirts, put a bow in their hair, and be in the spotlight. And that's not what cheer's about.
It should be about working hard, pushing to get that stunt that we never thought we'd hit, getting the school involved, and bonding as a team. Seriously, if that was what cheer was about this year, I would have tried out. But when I see the varsity team on Friday nights, I know I made the right decision to not cheer. I can tell by the way everyone stands like they just don't care.
Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against those girls. They work hard and look great. And I'm not referring to all of them. I just wish cheerleading was still about what it's supposed to be. Because I really miss it. And I know what Rocklin can be...I wish the girls knew too. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe they all love it.
But....I think I'm right. And I can't wait until college, when I can cheer again...and be with girls who love it.
Prop 8
In the theme of support and disdain for political ideas in the previous couple posts... I will bring up the topic of Proposition 8. Prop eight proposes the ban of gay marriage in California. This is what was fought for, for so long until it finally happened in a Supreme Court overruling, and now Prop 8 wants to take the right away from gay/lesbian couples that wish to get married.
Prop 8 campaigns to 'restore marriage' and give 'religious freedom', but it in fact imposes religion onto our society. The idea that same-sex marriage isn't natural comes strictly from religion, therefore forcing everyone in the state of California to be ruled under a law that comes from religion.
Voters for 'Yes on Prop 8' often argue that marriage is a sacred thing, between a man and a women, and is a tradition rooted in religion. But if this was a valid argument, why aren't they trying to ban the marriage between an atheist couple? Or why aren't people that don't believe in any god being attacked for celebrating Christmas or Easter, other religious traditions?
Voting yes on Prop 8 endorses a blurred line between church and state and will no doubt bring more inequality to gay/lesbian couples.
Passing Prop 8 will also encourage more predjudice among the people in California. We must stand up for what is right and vote No on Prop 8, to educate the state and prove that Californians believe in equality for all and the separation of church and state.
Prop 8 campaigns to 'restore marriage' and give 'religious freedom', but it in fact imposes religion onto our society. The idea that same-sex marriage isn't natural comes strictly from religion, therefore forcing everyone in the state of California to be ruled under a law that comes from religion.
Voters for 'Yes on Prop 8' often argue that marriage is a sacred thing, between a man and a women, and is a tradition rooted in religion. But if this was a valid argument, why aren't they trying to ban the marriage between an atheist couple? Or why aren't people that don't believe in any god being attacked for celebrating Christmas or Easter, other religious traditions?
Voting yes on Prop 8 endorses a blurred line between church and state and will no doubt bring more inequality to gay/lesbian couples.
Passing Prop 8 will also encourage more predjudice among the people in California. We must stand up for what is right and vote No on Prop 8, to educate the state and prove that Californians believe in equality for all and the separation of church and state.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
From Michael Lines
As a guest, Michael wrote
Spreading the wealth around. Socialist? Communist? American? Idealist? Unreasonable? Reasonable? Out of context?
Many individuals who do not support Barack Obama for one reason or another often call him a "socialist." They may do this directly by using the word itself, or indirectly, by claiming, in an inflammatory fashion, that he wants to "spread the wealth around." That implies the government is taking money that rightfully belongs to one person, and distributing it to somebody else– by means of government benefits and the like. (All taxes do this by nature, that's what a tax is.) But is this socialist? Socialism is defined as "an economic system in which the basic means of production are primarily owned and controlled collectively, usually by government." Is that what Barack Obama is proposing? Barack Obama supports taxing those with higher incomes at a higher percentage than those with lower incomes. That's called "progressive taxation." Is progressive taxation socialist? Not by a long shot. In the Tax Act of 1862, Abraham Lincoln, approved progressive taxation. Was President Lincoln a socialist? In fact, recently, in an interview on Meet the Press, Republican presidential candidate John McCain said "there's nothing wrong with paying somewhat more in taxes when you reach a certain level of comfort." That's progressive taxation, does that make John McCain a socialist? The fact that people spew this propaganda isn't surprising. It's one of the many scare tactics candidates and pundits are using this election. Words such as "dangerous," "terrorist", and "unstable" have been used throughout the campaign to blind voters from the real issues. So while some may like to ramble on about Joe the plumber, and spreading the wealth; others think it's important to talk about the facts. So the next time you hear somebody talking about spreading the wealth, or socialism in regards to the presidential campaign, ask them if they actually know that that means. Ask them if they're simply regurgitating rhetoric.
Spreading the wealth around. Socialist? Communist? American? Idealist? Unreasonable? Reasonable? Out of context?
Many individuals who do not support Barack Obama for one reason or another often call him a "socialist." They may do this directly by using the word itself, or indirectly, by claiming, in an inflammatory fashion, that he wants to "spread the wealth around." That implies the government is taking money that rightfully belongs to one person, and distributing it to somebody else– by means of government benefits and the like. (All taxes do this by nature, that's what a tax is.) But is this socialist? Socialism is defined as "an economic system in which the basic means of production are primarily owned and controlled collectively, usually by government." Is that what Barack Obama is proposing? Barack Obama supports taxing those with higher incomes at a higher percentage than those with lower incomes. That's called "progressive taxation." Is progressive taxation socialist? Not by a long shot. In the Tax Act of 1862, Abraham Lincoln, approved progressive taxation. Was President Lincoln a socialist? In fact, recently, in an interview on Meet the Press, Republican presidential candidate John McCain said "there's nothing wrong with paying somewhat more in taxes when you reach a certain level of comfort." That's progressive taxation, does that make John McCain a socialist? The fact that people spew this propaganda isn't surprising. It's one of the many scare tactics candidates and pundits are using this election. Words such as "dangerous," "terrorist", and "unstable" have been used throughout the campaign to blind voters from the real issues. So while some may like to ramble on about Joe the plumber, and spreading the wealth; others think it's important to talk about the facts. So the next time you hear somebody talking about spreading the wealth, or socialism in regards to the presidential campaign, ask them if they actually know that that means. Ask them if they're simply regurgitating rhetoric.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Do YOU know what YOU'RE supporting?
"I like your idea of spreading the wealth. How are you going
to do it? "
I think this political cartoon is great. Why? Because it’s so true yet sad. Look at this regular Joe blindly supporting Obama. How disappointing is it that there are so many people supporting a candidate yet they know nothing of their policies? Very! Are Obama supporters aware that he intends to spread the wealth? Are Obama supports aware of HOW he INTENDS to do such a thing? Presidential candidate Barack Obama plans on RAISING taxes and especially taxing larger companies. Sure that sounds good, because they make all the money, right? WRONG! If Obama taxes the oil industry, for example, then that will do nothing but force that industry to raise their prices to make up for the loss. Once the price of gas rises again, then smaller businesses won’t be able to afford paying for the gas to deliver flowers, or pizza, or send their employees to other job sights thus leading to a financial cut back for all companies. Then the unemployment rate will rise too because employers will not be able to have as many employees as before, causing an overall downward spiral effect for all citizens – more the middle class Americans then anyone else. It makes perfect sense.
Is that what America really needs in a time like this? Taxing the rich is not as good as it sounds, but please, vote Obama if you’d like this to happen. Because this is the way to solve our economic problems, according to the man himself. Sounds good, doesn’t it???
Trick or Treat Fair
...at the Sunset Center is happening on Halloween and I'm working till 11pm. No fun. I wasn't planning on trick-or-treating but it would have been nice to keep that night open. Not only is my Halloween taken, but I'm going to WHS's homecoming the following day and I work all morning/afternoon as well...No bueno. But other than that, work has been getting a lot less stressful, which is nice, and I'm working on getting back ontop of my school work.
BUT, if anyone has little kids in their house, think about taking them to the Sunset Center for a night of safe, fun, and free candy.
BUT, if anyone has little kids in their house, think about taking them to the Sunset Center for a night of safe, fun, and free candy.
I CAN BLOG!
Oh my goodness, it has taken me WAY too long to finally start blogging again. I couldn’t remember what email I used and password for that matter, but it’s all good now! THANK YOU MALLORY!!! I don’t even know how many times I had to bug her about that, but thank you very much! There have been a lot of things I wanted to write about, so I guess I’m just going to have to slowly catch back up. But I must say again, it’s nice to be blogging.
Good Mood :]
I'm in a very good mood. And I'm thinking it's going to be a very good week. :] I'm in one of those organized moods. Haha. I cleaned my room yesterday, and if you know me, I'm extremely OCD. So I know this sounds crazy...but I'm just in such a good mood. And it's going to RAIN this weekend...which is my favorite thing ever. :]
AND I'm going to Disneyland the weekend before Christmas. Going during Christmas is something my family has always wanted to do, and I'm so so so excited that we actually get to this year. And my brothers are taking their girlfriends, and I'm taking my boyfriend!!! [Disneyland is my favorite place in the whole world.]
...So I changed my mind about Cal Poly. I don't know if I blogged about not applying for early decision, but I was freaking out about whether or not to apply for it. Early decision means that I'll find out by December 15, but if I get accepted I have to withdraw all my other applications. So obviously this is a binding decision.
But I DID IT! I called the admissions office and emailed them asking for a change in my application. So I will know by December...keep your fingers crossed for me please!!!
And keep your fingers crossed that this good mood lasts pleased...I need it to!!!!!! :]
AND I'm going to Disneyland the weekend before Christmas. Going during Christmas is something my family has always wanted to do, and I'm so so so excited that we actually get to this year. And my brothers are taking their girlfriends, and I'm taking my boyfriend!!! [Disneyland is my favorite place in the whole world.]
...So I changed my mind about Cal Poly. I don't know if I blogged about not applying for early decision, but I was freaking out about whether or not to apply for it. Early decision means that I'll find out by December 15, but if I get accepted I have to withdraw all my other applications. So obviously this is a binding decision.
But I DID IT! I called the admissions office and emailed them asking for a change in my application. So I will know by December...keep your fingers crossed for me please!!!
And keep your fingers crossed that this good mood lasts pleased...I need it to!!!!!! :]
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Death at Rocklin
It is incredibly rare that a student dies in the Rocklin School district, but it's happened multiple in the past two years and the administration still seems to be fumbling with what to do.
Not to say that what happened to Peter isn't incredibly tragic. I think the administration did a much better job handling this death than any previous one.
But what about a boy who went to our school? When John Perkins committed suicide last year, the administration didn't say one single word about it. They tried to tell us that is was his parents wishes, but that's not what some of his closest friends were saying. Nichols brought up the fact that maybe the administration had learned from their mistakes, but something tells me that just isnt the case. I still feel like the way John's death was handled was innappropriate and a little unfair.
Not to say that what happened to Peter isn't incredibly tragic. I think the administration did a much better job handling this death than any previous one.
But what about a boy who went to our school? When John Perkins committed suicide last year, the administration didn't say one single word about it. They tried to tell us that is was his parents wishes, but that's not what some of his closest friends were saying. Nichols brought up the fact that maybe the administration had learned from their mistakes, but something tells me that just isnt the case. I still feel like the way John's death was handled was innappropriate and a little unfair.
Too old for Halloween? Pshaw.
I absolutely HATE it when people tell me i'm too old for Halloween. Are you kidding me? First off, I'm only 17. That's still legally a child. So ha.
Second, has anyone really thought about this? I can't think of a single holiday that has greater appeal to teenagers. Think about it, we get to dress up all crazy-cool, run around after dark with our friends and demand candy from strangers. If they deny us, we have full rights to vandalize their house or otherwise trick them. If you decide not to go door to door, you can stay at your own house and scare the pants off little kids, watch horror movies, and eat tons of candy. Not to mention all the Halloween parties to attend.
So, before you give up on your Halloween fun, think about it. You'll never be as young again as you are right now.
Second, has anyone really thought about this? I can't think of a single holiday that has greater appeal to teenagers. Think about it, we get to dress up all crazy-cool, run around after dark with our friends and demand candy from strangers. If they deny us, we have full rights to vandalize their house or otherwise trick them. If you decide not to go door to door, you can stay at your own house and scare the pants off little kids, watch horror movies, and eat tons of candy. Not to mention all the Halloween parties to attend.
So, before you give up on your Halloween fun, think about it. You'll never be as young again as you are right now.
Religulous
Recently, I went out out to see the new Bill Maher movie, Religulous. It has got to be one of the funniest things I've seen in a while. It's essentially a satire on religion in general and it pokes fun at various oddities and inconsistencies. Bill Maher was hilarious the whole way through, but he managed to remain more or less respectful. To say the least, the topic is a little sensitive, and I doubt everyone will appreciate it quite as much as I did, but nonetheless, I found it to be a funny and, at times, an extremely educational documentary. He brings up a ton of new facts, mostly specific quotes from people, texts, etc. that really change your interpretation of those people, texts, etc. So, even if you don't agree with Maher's viewpoint, it's hard not enjoy his funny spin on things and just the overall way that he presents himself. He lays out his argument artfully, and tries to pass on a message, and no matter what your beliefs, it's hard to deny how important that kind of activist attitude is to humanity.
So High School Musical 3 is pretty much a day away
I don't think you can understand HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THIS! I have seriously been waiting a year since HSM2 came out for this final installment. But what's the deal with no midnight showing at our theatres?! Just because little kids are a little more than half (okay like 80%) of people who want to see it right away, what about the rest of us? I NEED ZAC! So now I have to wait an extra 16 hours to see it. Not fair not fair not fair not fair. But most of us have to have seen the commercials for it, I mean it's on the most random of TV stations that we are all caught watching, like TBS and E! news. And don't tell me you haven't noticed how much more buffed up Zac Efron is since the last movie, and even since Hairspray! I mean, I didn't know he could get better looking and there he is, even better looking! I am so jealous of Vanessa. So I think people should definately give this more of a chance than they have before because it's Disney. It's in theatres, it's an excuse to go see it! It deals with a lot of things that people can actually relate to, probably teens even more than kids, but kids are the main ones watching it! It deals with college and having to let go of the ones you love most. Plus making dreams a reality and deciding what is really important. Teens relate to this 20 times more than kids would, so people should seriously give it a chance. AND you get to see Zac pretty much the whole movie, nothing could be better. I really encourage people to give it a shot, they really are good movies, and just because it doesn't have sex and drug addictions in it doesn't mean it can't in some way relate to our generation's teens. The problems are just a little more subdued.
Ohhh the great city of Rocklin
So, at the beginning of the year I was stoked to start senior year. Now, I am more than ready to finish high school. Everyone always saying "you're gonna miss it when your done". I don't think that's true at all. Teachers give us pointless assignments to take up time when less than a year from now seniors will be thrown into the real world. I don't think I need to know the different elements of poetry or how to graph a scatterplot. Rocklin also treats their students like their five...but then again even five year olds can wear spaghetti straps. I'm not sure if it's still going on because I don't stay for lunch but I remember administration announcing over the intercome they would play music at lunch on fridays if we kept the campus clean. I guess they get an A for effort but thats a little childish I'd say. I also love seeing some students drive up in their new cars mommy and daddy bought from them because they wanted it or it was their 'Sweet Sixteen'. Rocklin makes fun of Granite Bay kids but we are just as bad, if not worse. Sure my parents buy me things every now and then, but I don't see them dropping $30,000 on a car because I want it. So as of June 5th, 2009 peace out Rocklin:)
Early Action
Regular college applications are stressful enough. Then when you have an even shorter time frame it takes stress to a whole new level. I'm trying to get all my private applications in early, but the stuff I have to do seems neverending. I've finished the online aplications, but still have the suppliments to do, which means more essays. For those of you applying to colleges early, I feel your pain.
Growing Up is Hard to do
These past few months i have been thinking A LOT about the future. Don't expect me to babble on about college, because it seems like everyone else did that enough. Yes, I'm worried about college, but I'm just concerned about where I'll end up and if I'll be good enough at whatever i want to do. I have dreams. i have ambitions. In this world, however, everything is so competitive. As of right now, i want to do something in fashion, and writing. Working for a top fashion magazine like Teen Vogue, Elle, Cosmo Girl or Nylon would be WONDERFUL. That's what i really want. I'm just overly drawn to that industry. I'm hoping to land an internship first, then go from there. The thing is, i know someone who wants to work for the fashion industry must be persistent. And that's not really me. I had a job for about 9 months, stopped working in the beginning of August, and haven't gotten a job since. I'm seventeen years old and don't even have a license. I want these things so bad, yet i don't try very hard to get them. I really need a reality check.
Besides all this, my life as of right now is taking a turn. I feel as if I'm slowly growing apart from my friends, because we all like to do different things. I am definitely growing apart from them but realizing that's okay. Of course I'll always need them, but not all the time. I find myself being too reliant on other people and i need to stop. Some of my friends were easier to hang around when we were kids. Now that we're almost adults, our relationship changes constantly. I always want to hold on to the people I've known for so long, but apart of me just wants to let go.
Maybe letting go isn't so bad sometimes.
Besides all this, my life as of right now is taking a turn. I feel as if I'm slowly growing apart from my friends, because we all like to do different things. I am definitely growing apart from them but realizing that's okay. Of course I'll always need them, but not all the time. I find myself being too reliant on other people and i need to stop. Some of my friends were easier to hang around when we were kids. Now that we're almost adults, our relationship changes constantly. I always want to hold on to the people I've known for so long, but apart of me just wants to let go.
Maybe letting go isn't so bad sometimes.
Tennis is over...not
I love tennis season, but this year for some reason it's been more draining than before. It's probably because of my ridiculous schedule, and the fact that i get home at 6 everyday and am exhausted from a day of school and two hours of tennis. So when I was told that the season was over yesterday, I was sad, but also optimistic that my grades would increase, since they are in a slump and I'm not enjoying it at all. But no. We have another week until SFL and I've wanted to play in SFL for the past two years and now that I am I'm really excited, I just wish I got more sleep. These past couple months have left me exhausted and defeated, but that's about to change...next week. Hopefully we do well in SFL next week. Also, for those who said sophomore year was the hardest, you are so ridiculous. That year was nothing compared to this year. The only hard classes I had last year were pre cal/trig, apwh which I really enjoyed, and language arts, but if you just did all the work you did well. This year I'm taking three ap's, which was a bad idea, and physics is definitely not a science, it's a form of math that I don't really enjoy. Either way, junior year definitely already beat sophomore year and I'm only a quarter in. I'm dreading those couple months before the ap tests, because last year they were horrible and I only had one ap. Either way, make sure you're really confident about the classes you sign up for and don't get in over your head.
The Importance of Rabbits in Our Culture
From Alice in wonderland to Frank-
I watched Donnie Darko a few weeks ago (by the by if you havent seen it, watch it near Halloween!), I had been putting it off because it was so popular and cliche. But it was really very good. And if you havent watched it, dont read this. Not because Im gonna ruin it but just in case you wan to make your own opinions about it.
I am very interested in the theory of time travel (more of it is apparently in the extended cut!!!) and what people think about it. I always thought that it was extremely possible- because we dont know what kinds of crazy things they've come up with in the future. But also because I am of the belief that time is relative- a philosopher described it as a flow of water (like a river or a stream). What if everything has already happened, the entire history, present and future has already played out. But we as human beings experience it at a much slower rate and in a certain order. That is not to say we dont have free will to make decisions, but we have already made the decisions.
When I told my friend the apparently popular theory, he laughed at me. He said people call things relative when they dont know what they're talking about- which is probably true. His conflict with the idea of time travel is that (as seen in the movie- Stop Reading If You Want To Watch It First) if it's possible then our idea that people have free will is incorrect. He thinks that if there is a God and that time travel is possible then we think that we have choices- but we really dont. Our path is already set out before us and we just follow it aimlessly to our ends.
I dont know about this theory, and i dont even believe concretely in my own- I wanted to know what other people out there were thinking about this topic. Or, here's something related: Is there a God?
I watched Donnie Darko a few weeks ago (by the by if you havent seen it, watch it near Halloween!), I had been putting it off because it was so popular and cliche. But it was really very good. And if you havent watched it, dont read this. Not because Im gonna ruin it but just in case you wan to make your own opinions about it.
I am very interested in the theory of time travel (more of it is apparently in the extended cut!!!) and what people think about it. I always thought that it was extremely possible- because we dont know what kinds of crazy things they've come up with in the future. But also because I am of the belief that time is relative- a philosopher described it as a flow of water (like a river or a stream). What if everything has already happened, the entire history, present and future has already played out. But we as human beings experience it at a much slower rate and in a certain order. That is not to say we dont have free will to make decisions, but we have already made the decisions.
When I told my friend the apparently popular theory, he laughed at me. He said people call things relative when they dont know what they're talking about- which is probably true. His conflict with the idea of time travel is that (as seen in the movie- Stop Reading If You Want To Watch It First) if it's possible then our idea that people have free will is incorrect. He thinks that if there is a God and that time travel is possible then we think that we have choices- but we really dont. Our path is already set out before us and we just follow it aimlessly to our ends.
I dont know about this theory, and i dont even believe concretely in my own- I wanted to know what other people out there were thinking about this topic. Or, here's something related: Is there a God?
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Peter Ramirez
October 20, 2008- The most tragic news in Rocklin shocked and scared most of the Rocklin community and much more. The death of Peter Ramirez was more shocking and terrifying than any other story on the news in the past few months. Many people were close to Peter, he was a student at Breen Elementary, Granite Oaks Middle School, and Whitney High School. He was also a junior, a player on the JV basketball team last year, and a kid who loved to longboard. HIs accident on a minimum day was horrible. I think the situation shocks Rocklin more than anything is because no one realizes that this can happen to anyone. We don't encounter much death here in Rocklin so it makes it harder for people to deal with it and overcome it. There was a candlelight get together at Whitney High School last night at 8 oclock. Many Rocklin High students attended as long as Whitney. Rocklin High students spoke such as Caity Alsobrook, Alyssa Buchanan, Drew Titus, Ryan Sicotte, and Ryan Turner, and many others. A poster was made for Peter allowing people to sign it. Last night at Whitney High School was very emotional. A student at Whitney said that the next day at school after the accident was horrible. People were crying all day and depressed as well. Also at the Whitney candlelight visual students from the school shared stories that they had with Peter. Students as well as the Rocklin community are getting together on Friday @ 4pm at the crime scene. So bring a balloon and watch it fly once the sun sets. Flowers and pictures of Peter are encouraged. A funeral service will also be held some time soon at the Adventure Christian Church.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Varsity Girls Water Polo
I thought of something to blog about! Last Tuesday, the varsity girls water polo team played Roseville in the SFL tournament. Roseville was placed second in league, and since we beat Roseville, we are in sections for sure! On Thursday, we played Granite Bay. Granite Bay's team is like crazy good; they always cream every other team in the league. Even though we lost, it was a fun game, especially for the people who usually don't get very much playing time (which includes me) because they got to play more. On Thursday, girls water polo has a game vs Del Oro. We are playing Del Oro for third in league. Our last league game was against Del Oro, but we lost pretty badly. They really are not better than us, our team just had a really bad day, Del Oro was constantly getting turn overs by making us have ball unders, and the Del Oro fans were completely obnoxious. Our team really hopes to beat them on Thursday and we would love all the support we can get! The game is at Whitney at 5:45.
ummmm.
I can't think of anything to blog about. So that is why I'm blogging about not being able to think of anything to blog about. So I guess I can think of something to blog about. But now that is a problem because I'm blogging about something that isn't true. Oh, my. Well, I guess I'll stop. Maybe I should just wait till Thursday.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
The Day the Music Died
Wow, I don't know what to say. Rap today, well, it isn't rap. At least the mainstream. And what is screamo? To me, screamo sounds like lead singers who cannot sing so instead they scream in an attempt to release emotional music with a sting. But, to the dismay, their is no intellect or emotion in this at all, it is just blaring into the microphone. The lyrics are weak as well, and the bass and drum tempo has the same formula in each and every song. Basically, screamo music is when your mom makes you do the dishes.
Well anyway, back to the rap. Rap we here on MTV and all, for the most part contains lyrics such as: "He just stepped on my J's, he just stepped on my J's"(times 50) and "Lick the lollypop c'mon and lick the lollypop" (that also times 50) and don't forget: "I gots me some bathing Apes, I gots me some bathing apes" (that maybe times 100). I wouldn't be surprised if my 5th grade brother listened to this, but c'mon, this is considered good? They need to save this kind of music for Kidz Bob 9 and maybe put in on a Disney Audio Cd from Radio Disney. I start to wonder if these 1 hit wonder rap artists are trying to pull off a big joke of some kind. What ever happened to Chamillionare? What about Pretty Ricky? or Rich Boy? Dang and to thing those were household names just a couple years ago and now no one seems to mention them... The point to this is, if your going to rap, please rap, otherwise please go under the teeny-bop bubble gum music genre, please.
Lastly, we look at these new pre-pop indie bands that only last for so long. They could be emo or they could not be, I am talking about those bands that have titles like: The Color Fred, September Tomorrow, (+44), My Love Shall Alast, Boys Like Girls, The Promise Ring, etc. I have to ask WTF is up with this stuff? Are they pre-puebescent children trying to impersonate Shakespeare (My Love Shall Alast)? Are they bands that think of their names when they are reading Friendship Novels (The Promise Ring)? I know band names are not the most important feature especially when it comes down to the music, but their names are just as similar as they sound to music eachother.
My point is not to ridicule, but seriously, the majority of what I am mentioning is garbage. Some body somewhere should turn the music industry around a little. This stuff is getting pretty old pretty fast...
Friday, October 17, 2008
First League Game Tonight
The Varsity football team is finally having their first league game tonight. After the loss to Napa last Friday, (40-23), for the Homecoming game, everyone is definitely looking forward to a victory in league. After the injury of one of varsity's quarterbacks, Tiger Sorenson, the games haven't really been going as planned. They brought up a JV quarterback, Jimmy Laughrea, so their is definitely more of a chance for our team to strike back. Varsity has excellent defense and offense, including plenty of stamina and endurance. So go out and support Varsity Football tonight at 7:30 and cheer the team on to victory.
College Applications
Okay so, the fact that it's already October 17th and I have yet to submit ANY college applications is really freaking me out. Usually I go through an entire application, fill everything out, then get to the essay and just quit. I figure I'll just do it later, but I'm a big time procrastinator and I really don't want to be scrambling to write an essay that could easily decide my future. I tell myself I'm going to sit down and just write it, but then I get incredibly nervous and put it off again.
Seriously, is there a support group or something for this?
Only 44 days left, seniors.............
Seriously, is there a support group or something for this?
Only 44 days left, seniors.............
Homecoming Dance
This year, i think the dance activities committee went above and beyond in decorating for the dance. The activities in asb is in charge of all dances, setting up and tearing down. Typically dance set-up starts at 5:30am on Saturday morning, and goes until about 10ish. This year, things were different. The activities committee, along with those on dance set-up, decided to stay after the football game on friday night to set up in efforts to sleep in on Saturday morning. The comittiee was there until about 2:30am decorating for the event. I have to say, all the hard work showed through because the dance looked amazing. The spotlights outside could be seen miles and miles away and were very "broadway" looking. the red carpet and bouncers outside made the entrance line extend all the way to the cafeteria, but it captured the theme very well. Also, the decorations inside were very nice. There were movie posters on the walls and a nice poster. The backdrop looked very special with a red carpet and drama maks' which tied into the theme perfectly. The music was alright, nothing too special, however, I liked how they played good music the last 30 mintues instead of techno and i think more people stayed till the end. Overall, the decorations were amazing, but the actual dance didn't seem as fun as last year.
Prop 8.
I'm sure most of you have heard. Or seen, from the looks of Rocklin.
Prop 8 is a hot issue. It is also very sensitive, and definitely controversial. On it balances the decision about whether or not gay couples will keep their right to marry.
When gay marriage became legal in California, I saw the looks on newly-married couples' faces: and in their eyes, I could see true happiness. Many of these couples had been together for 30 plus years, never being able to hold a marriage certificate until this time. They were thrilled that they were being equalized, that society wasn't looking down on them for wanting the happiness that so many others have.
I have several friends who got married on that day, and I wouldn't dream of taking away their elatedness.
Get this: there are actually people who, in the name of morality, would.
One human being would snatch the happiness from another. Legally.
A ballot SHOULD NEVER have the power to take away anyone's civil rights (especially in the US, where EVERYONE is said to be equal, regardless of color, creed or sexual preference). This would be the first time in American history that a civil right already granted to the people would be taken away.
Why many people, in the sake of their "tolerant" and "loving" religion or beliefs, would knowingly take a whole group of people's happiness away is beyond me.
They have no business determining other people's lives.
No one is telling them who they can marry, and it in NO way effects them or their marriages.
If these "yes" people stand for love, which is what their God (that some of them say they represent) is said to be, then they should rejoice in the love between all people. Especially the unconditional love that characterizes marriage.
These peoples' genders make their love worth less?
Another thing: that children might learn that gay people exist in public school?
California law already prohibits teaching any child health issues without parental consent. This is considered an issue under that category, just like sex ed.
If the parents don't want their children to know that gay people can marry, legally, they can opt their child out of it.
Personally, I would advocate teaching all children tolerance.
And if I remember right, this same thing happened with interracial marriages. Are those marriages also not fit to tell about to children?
So why are they voting yes? They don't believe homosexuality should exist, so they're working on banning the option of learning about these marriages?
I cannot understand the intolerance and hatred of these people. They sit there and tell me that it is degrading to the title of marriage, that it "destroys" the traditional man/woman view.
However, am I not correct that both are based on love and a lifetime commitment, and that the only issue here is type of genitalia?
People who visit Rocklin, coming home from college, are shocked at the sheer number of "yes" signs.
"It takes everything to keep myself from ripping down those signs," says Elizabeth Sheets.
"But if I did, it wouldn't be very peaceful."
She won't lower herself to their level of intolerance.
Prop 8 is a hot issue. It is also very sensitive, and definitely controversial. On it balances the decision about whether or not gay couples will keep their right to marry.
When gay marriage became legal in California, I saw the looks on newly-married couples' faces: and in their eyes, I could see true happiness. Many of these couples had been together for 30 plus years, never being able to hold a marriage certificate until this time. They were thrilled that they were being equalized, that society wasn't looking down on them for wanting the happiness that so many others have.
I have several friends who got married on that day, and I wouldn't dream of taking away their elatedness.
Get this: there are actually people who, in the name of morality, would.
One human being would snatch the happiness from another. Legally.
A ballot SHOULD NEVER have the power to take away anyone's civil rights (especially in the US, where EVERYONE is said to be equal, regardless of color, creed or sexual preference). This would be the first time in American history that a civil right already granted to the people would be taken away.
Why many people, in the sake of their "tolerant" and "loving" religion or beliefs, would knowingly take a whole group of people's happiness away is beyond me.
They have no business determining other people's lives.
No one is telling them who they can marry, and it in NO way effects them or their marriages.
If these "yes" people stand for love, which is what their God (that some of them say they represent) is said to be, then they should rejoice in the love between all people. Especially the unconditional love that characterizes marriage.
These peoples' genders make their love worth less?
Another thing: that children might learn that gay people exist in public school?
California law already prohibits teaching any child health issues without parental consent. This is considered an issue under that category, just like sex ed.
If the parents don't want their children to know that gay people can marry, legally, they can opt their child out of it.
Personally, I would advocate teaching all children tolerance.
And if I remember right, this same thing happened with interracial marriages. Are those marriages also not fit to tell about to children?
So why are they voting yes? They don't believe homosexuality should exist, so they're working on banning the option of learning about these marriages?
I cannot understand the intolerance and hatred of these people. They sit there and tell me that it is degrading to the title of marriage, that it "destroys" the traditional man/woman view.
However, am I not correct that both are based on love and a lifetime commitment, and that the only issue here is type of genitalia?
People who visit Rocklin, coming home from college, are shocked at the sheer number of "yes" signs.
"It takes everything to keep myself from ripping down those signs," says Elizabeth Sheets.
"But if I did, it wouldn't be very peaceful."
She won't lower herself to their level of intolerance.
VARSITY CHEER IS GETTING smaller.
Cheer has always had a big team with a lot of girls, who love to cheer, stunt, and dance. It makes routines look better with bigger formations and more stunt groups. However, this year is a little different for the Varisty Cheer Squad. We started with 20 girls. And now we are down to 17. This year practices have gotten longer and the routines and stunts have gotten harder, but it seems like girls just aren't as into it as they used to be. We lost two teammates at the same time, who claimed to have injuries, which was really an excuse to leave. This week once again we lost another cheerleader, who said that cheer just took up to much time and it was affecting her school work, which was just another excuse to quit. It's funny that 17 other girls are able to keep up good grades and even have the time to work. I think it is rude that people try out and quit not even half way through the year. Now the season is ruined for the rest of the team because we have to switch up stunt groups and work people into new positions, which is hard to do once you finally get comfortable somewhere. Now instead of getting better at practice we just have to waste time starting back at the basics.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
What The Bleep Do We Know?
Turns out, not a whole lot apparently.
As a supplement to our study on how the human brain works and functions, Mr. Sturgeon showed our AP Psych class the movie What the Bleep Do We Know? The film is part story, part documentary, and part animation used to "[reveal] the uncertain world of the quantum field hidden behind what we consider to be our normal, waking reality."
I didn't get to watch the first half as intricately because I was re-taking a test at the same time, however there are various scenes that caught my attention and really forced me to think and question along with the film.
One of the first interesting points addressed was our perception of having something appear to be in two places at once and what the true definition of an atom is. Did you know you never actually touch anything? You have the sensation of touching an object due to the reaction of the atoms against each other. It's your perceived reality, but it is very different from what someone else's reality is and even what "actual" reality is. Trippy, huh?
My personal favorite was the idea that you can control how neurons fire and wire inside your brain based on the thoughts you think most often. For example, whenever you think "Oh, I'm just not good enough" certain neurons are fired and wire together creating a connection in your brain. The more you think this thought, the stronger the connection in your brain becomes, cementing this thought. So what does this mean, per se? It means that soon this thought of "Oh, I'm just not good enough" becomes so cemented in your brain that it will be difficult to convince yourself otherwise. Now, that doesn't mean that the thought it permanent but rather that it will just become easier and easier for you to believe that this is true.
So, thus comes into the play the power of positive thinking.
A lot of people think that that positive thinking is merely some form of garbage that has no merit whatsoever, but to some extent I disagree. I often get criticized by my parents for being too trusting of people and that I shouldn't always see everyone as being mostly good because not everyone is. And that's fair. Yet, I am still a very trusting person (I'm pretty sure that's my royal flaw) and like to believe that there is some spot of good in most people. So positive thinking seems right up my alley.
That isn't to say that I'm always the bright ray of sunshine who thinks everything will be right in the world. I have my fair share of moments where the world sucks and I feel like nothing will ever be ok because I'm human and I'm an over dramatic teenage girl. But think about what I mentioned before about firing neurons. If I simply tried to apply more situations with positive thoughts (something I would normally freak out about but maybe unnecessarily) then my brain would wire itself to be more inclined to react positively or at least rebound to a more positive attitude faster following an upsetting event.
There's a lot more to this movie than I haven't even touched upon. I am leaving you with an interesting clip from the film that I think you should watch and I also highly recommend renting this movie so you can watch the rest of it. It will really get you thinking (which proves Mr. Sturgeon's point: Thinking is addicting).
As a supplement to our study on how the human brain works and functions, Mr. Sturgeon showed our AP Psych class the movie What the Bleep Do We Know? The film is part story, part documentary, and part animation used to "[reveal] the uncertain world of the quantum field hidden behind what we consider to be our normal, waking reality."
I didn't get to watch the first half as intricately because I was re-taking a test at the same time, however there are various scenes that caught my attention and really forced me to think and question along with the film.
One of the first interesting points addressed was our perception of having something appear to be in two places at once and what the true definition of an atom is. Did you know you never actually touch anything? You have the sensation of touching an object due to the reaction of the atoms against each other. It's your perceived reality, but it is very different from what someone else's reality is and even what "actual" reality is. Trippy, huh?
My personal favorite was the idea that you can control how neurons fire and wire inside your brain based on the thoughts you think most often. For example, whenever you think "Oh, I'm just not good enough" certain neurons are fired and wire together creating a connection in your brain. The more you think this thought, the stronger the connection in your brain becomes, cementing this thought. So what does this mean, per se? It means that soon this thought of "Oh, I'm just not good enough" becomes so cemented in your brain that it will be difficult to convince yourself otherwise. Now, that doesn't mean that the thought it permanent but rather that it will just become easier and easier for you to believe that this is true.
So, thus comes into the play the power of positive thinking.
A lot of people think that that positive thinking is merely some form of garbage that has no merit whatsoever, but to some extent I disagree. I often get criticized by my parents for being too trusting of people and that I shouldn't always see everyone as being mostly good because not everyone is. And that's fair. Yet, I am still a very trusting person (I'm pretty sure that's my royal flaw) and like to believe that there is some spot of good in most people. So positive thinking seems right up my alley.
That isn't to say that I'm always the bright ray of sunshine who thinks everything will be right in the world. I have my fair share of moments where the world sucks and I feel like nothing will ever be ok because I'm human and I'm an over dramatic teenage girl. But think about what I mentioned before about firing neurons. If I simply tried to apply more situations with positive thoughts (something I would normally freak out about but maybe unnecessarily) then my brain would wire itself to be more inclined to react positively or at least rebound to a more positive attitude faster following an upsetting event.
There's a lot more to this movie than I haven't even touched upon. I am leaving you with an interesting clip from the film that I think you should watch and I also highly recommend renting this movie so you can watch the rest of it. It will really get you thinking (which proves Mr. Sturgeon's point: Thinking is addicting).
College Night
Last night the Rocklin High School gym was overcrowded with students from all over the area. No this particular ocassion was not one of our infamous dances; it was college night. College night is an event that we host once a year. Colleges from all over the state of California, and even other states such as Arizona, come to schowcase their school to students. It is an event designed to educate students about schools that are available for them to attend. Reps from the schools are there to hand out pamphlets and answer any questions inquiring students might have.
I personally have attended college night since freshman year but last night was a little bit different. It seemed like quite a few colleges were missing. Not to mention, there were so many people that you couldn't even see what colleges were represented at each table. The event did however cause me to think quite a bit. In one year these are the schools i will be appyling to. These are the schools that I could potentially be attending in the somewhat near future. These are the schools that could one day determine my future. It is time to decide where I want to go and what I want to do and college night helped me to realize that.
I personally have attended college night since freshman year but last night was a little bit different. It seemed like quite a few colleges were missing. Not to mention, there were so many people that you couldn't even see what colleges were represented at each table. The event did however cause me to think quite a bit. In one year these are the schools i will be appyling to. These are the schools that I could potentially be attending in the somewhat near future. These are the schools that could one day determine my future. It is time to decide where I want to go and what I want to do and college night helped me to realize that.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Celebrate!
The paper is done!
Kudos to Sami Wittwer for her cover design...it's the best cover we've ever had! The megaphone says it all.
Kudos to Michelle...you've survived your first solo copy editing experience!
Kudos to Amber, Alexis, and Nichols...one down, three to go!
Finishing the first paper of the year is monumental. I've learned tons, and now it's time to make the second issue better.
Cheryl---don't worry about your story. That's the beneficial part about writing opinion pieces...that's when you have proven yourself as a journalist, because you have the guts!
People will dislike me for my Obama piece...but that's okay:]
Kudos to Sami Wittwer for her cover design...it's the best cover we've ever had! The megaphone says it all.
Kudos to Michelle...you've survived your first solo copy editing experience!
Kudos to Amber, Alexis, and Nichols...one down, three to go!
Finishing the first paper of the year is monumental. I've learned tons, and now it's time to make the second issue better.
Cheryl---don't worry about your story. That's the beneficial part about writing opinion pieces...that's when you have proven yourself as a journalist, because you have the guts!
People will dislike me for my Obama piece...but that's okay:]
Friday, October 10, 2008
Cake Decorating
I'm taking a cake decorating class. It's one of those classes you can take through Sierra College. It's kind of intimidating because everyone in my class is much older than me and already seem to be cake decorating masters(why are these people taking the basic class?) Anyways, just thought it was cool. I reccomend people to take a Sierra College class. There's a pretty wide variety of them.
Homecoming
Why on earth would my coach schedule to work the desk and clock for a JV Tournament that Im not part of, during Homecoming Game of my last year as a High School student. Its ridiculous. After a full hour of begging and pleading various team mates i finally found a kind and generous sould that may cover my shift. Woo. but seriously, why would my coach do that? pissed me off.
Holidays Coming Closer?
Last time I went to the mall, I remember walking in to a winter wonderland. Trees adorned with ornaments lined the halls. Decorations were scattered all over the place. There was even a trace of a Holiday tune floating in the air. Last time I checked, it was still October. It's not even Thanksgiving, let alone Halloween . I'm wondering why the need to be thinking of winter festivities this early. Maybe it's to accomodate around everyone's busy lives. I know my aunt is probably finished her Christmas shopping by now because she doesn't want to be last minute. Does "last minute" necessarily mean not shopping months in advance? I have no idea what I am getting people this year. The thought hasn't been a priority- definetley not this month at least. I think it's more fun to shop when the holidays are little closer,too. Maybe it's just me, but the holidays seem like they are approaching closer each year.
The Fall =
"Aurthur's Stone and Merlin's Fire"- is the fall play this year. Rehearsals are starting to go longer, costumes are being pulled together and the set is beginning to resemble a forest. Now that the Fall Play is in swing, Fall is officially here! At least for me.
The other day I was listening to Van Morrison. First I listened to "the Water" and then "Moon Dance." As Van Morrison sang "neath the cover of October skys...the leaves in the trees are falling" I looked out my windshield. And I SAW fall. I smelled fall. I LOVE FALL! Fall is my favorite season. I love stomping on crunchy leaves, I love pumpkins and Halloween is my favorite holiday.
And now that the fall play is coming, it feels like the season is already over- We'll be rehearsing more and more hours. And then the play will take up a few weeks. In between is Halloween and I don't even have time to make a costume because there's also the creepy coffee house that I'm apart of- Not to mention the stress of Homecoming. This year is even more hectic because now I have a job too. Halloween marks another special event that requires infinite planning for me. My 2 year anniversary with my boyfriend is this year...on Halloween- we only have Friday night (a day between 2 shows) to celebrate. the stress is increased by the fact that every year his gifts get more and more spectacular. Not to mention that my parents always decorate for Halloween- the whole shebang (cobwebs, skulls, motion detecting noises, witches on the doorstep, candy)- but this year they all of the sudden decided that they'll go out instead. No decorations, no costumes, no candy- nothing to mark the passing of Halloween.
October is now also application season and scholarship season not just the season of fall.
There is no time to appreciate my favorite month ever!
I guess this just comes with being a Senior.
The other day I was listening to Van Morrison. First I listened to "the Water" and then "Moon Dance." As Van Morrison sang "neath the cover of October skys...the leaves in the trees are falling" I looked out my windshield. And I SAW fall. I smelled fall. I LOVE FALL! Fall is my favorite season. I love stomping on crunchy leaves, I love pumpkins and Halloween is my favorite holiday.
And now that the fall play is coming, it feels like the season is already over- We'll be rehearsing more and more hours. And then the play will take up a few weeks. In between is Halloween and I don't even have time to make a costume because there's also the creepy coffee house that I'm apart of- Not to mention the stress of Homecoming. This year is even more hectic because now I have a job too. Halloween marks another special event that requires infinite planning for me. My 2 year anniversary with my boyfriend is this year...on Halloween- we only have Friday night (a day between 2 shows) to celebrate. the stress is increased by the fact that every year his gifts get more and more spectacular. Not to mention that my parents always decorate for Halloween- the whole shebang (cobwebs, skulls, motion detecting noises, witches on the doorstep, candy)- but this year they all of the sudden decided that they'll go out instead. No decorations, no costumes, no candy- nothing to mark the passing of Halloween.
October is now also application season and scholarship season not just the season of fall.
There is no time to appreciate my favorite month ever!
I guess this just comes with being a Senior.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
I got my ticket today at lunch for homecoming and it was $12 and i have an ASB. Last year, i believe it was 8 dollars. I though that was a reasonable charge, but come on $12. Are we made out of money?
I know that we go to a school in suburban Rocklin, but we still live in the real world where money does not grow on trees.
What are we even paying the $12 for? They don't offer food at the dances. I'm not saying i want them to cause gross but why the increase in money. The school does not have to pay for the place because it is in the gym. Its not like they spend tons of money on decorations. Is it because we have to pay the supervisors more?
$4 dollars may not seem like that much, but it seems to me like Rocklin High is raising their prices on everything. Drinks went from $1.00 to $1.25 or $1.50. Even water is $1.25. The AP test went from $83 to $86, and many more increases that im failing to remember.
Does anyone else think this increase in dance tickets is unreasonable?
I know that we go to a school in suburban Rocklin, but we still live in the real world where money does not grow on trees.
What are we even paying the $12 for? They don't offer food at the dances. I'm not saying i want them to cause gross but why the increase in money. The school does not have to pay for the place because it is in the gym. Its not like they spend tons of money on decorations. Is it because we have to pay the supervisors more?
$4 dollars may not seem like that much, but it seems to me like Rocklin High is raising their prices on everything. Drinks went from $1.00 to $1.25 or $1.50. Even water is $1.25. The AP test went from $83 to $86, and many more increases that im failing to remember.
Does anyone else think this increase in dance tickets is unreasonable?
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Personal statement thoughts
I have come to the realization that a plethora of very strange events have taken place in my life. I'm sitting here at eleven at night brainstorming to write my personal statement for AP English that is due tomorrow and as I think of major incidents that have shaped who I am, a ton of things come to mind. This seems strange to me, I have spent the majority of my life in Rocklin and lets face it, nothing too interesting happens here. I've listened to a few friends complain about being boring, saying that they can't think of anything to write about. I, on the other hand, have so many things to write about that I can't decide which would be best. I could write about when I was burned as a child, I could write about moving to Rocklin and the impact it had on me, I could write about going to Roseville High, a school where I knew no one, I could write about my family's drug problems, I could write about becoming a vegetarian, I could write about becoming vegan, I could write about basically dropping out of school freshmen year, I could write about battling Crohn's disease, and I could still write about so much more. It's ridiculous. And that's just a few ideas that come to mind. Either I'm really good at brainstorming or an abundance of weird events have occured in my life. It's very strange, but I think I would prefer my life to be this way. I don't know. But I do know that it's late and I still have a personal statement to write.
MISSunderstood
Why must the relationship between mother and daughter be so stressful? I can't take not being able to have a good conversation with my mom with out it turning into an argument any more. I want to be my mom's best friend like I was before I became a "mean girl", according to her. It seems like everytime I try to talk to her, or she tries to talk to me, something happens, somewhere in the conversation that gets on that last nerve. Apparently I always have that 'tone of voice' that she find disrespectful, but it seems to me that every time she talks to me, she's making me feel bad about something. It's like pack your bags...you're going on a guilt trip...again. I love my mom to the ends of the earth, but I feel like she doesn't believe me, and I want to prove to her somehow that I do. I want to fix our relationship so bad. Now all I have to do is just figure out how.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Benzel's Back
Yesterday, Mrs.Benzel returned to school after having been on maternity leave since the beginning of the year. It was a rather strange experience, getting to meet a new teacher after the first quarter is well over half way through. It was still exciting though, her first lecture was very good and she knew everything like the back of her hand. Although, it was a little scary getting to meet her because instead of introducing herself at the beginning of the period, as one would expect, she went right past the formalities and handed out a quiz. At any rate, it's good to see her back, and if you know her, then stop by and say hello.
VP Debate
Everyone was just so surprised at Palin's performance last night during the VP debate!
-How did she possibly make it through without McCain there? And to think, she never cried once!
Perhaps everyone was so surprised because of our ridiculously low expectations. Palin held her own- marvelous! People, she's debating to become our VP not McDonald's manager! Of course she's expected to hold her own. She's also expected to help manage a country- not a state with the lowest population...
McCain made it a point (as he always does) to express just 'How proud he was of her!'- proud? A VP is supposed to be an equal, someone you can trust to help you keep the country in order, not your daughter whose just learning so much in her trip to the big city! Tell me, do you shake your VP's hand or kiss their cheek?
Expectations were so low because the McCain administration has kept her under wraps for so long. She has only had a few interviews (in which she made various flubs- but who doesn't?) with the media. Because the McCain administration had to protect their little ingenue before she was ready.
Everyone's holding breath: waiting for Biden to say something mean or for the questioner to ask a really supper hard question just knowing that delicate little Sarah will just fall into pieces.
Is this what we've come to? A woman is finally so close to the white house and we're glad because she didnt happen to make an exceptional fool of herself this time???
Biden still won the debate, I think he even loosened up for her- wasnt as ready as he would have been if he had been debating with someone more experienced. He was easy on her. In my opinion a big mistake on his part.
Palin did not do all that great. Did anyone count how many questions she sidestepped with "well in Alaska..." and various home-town-girly remarks. "Addressing the American people directly"- I feel like Im being talked down to!
The truth is- she doesnt know what she's doing (debating or leading). We are charmed by her sweetness; she's homey, she isnt formal, and her speeches dont have 'big words'. Who else had a nice homey attitude to them?...hmmm. Does George Bush ring a bell? Our current President. Or has everyone forgotten him by now?
-How did she possibly make it through without McCain there? And to think, she never cried once!
Perhaps everyone was so surprised because of our ridiculously low expectations. Palin held her own- marvelous! People, she's debating to become our VP not McDonald's manager! Of course she's expected to hold her own. She's also expected to help manage a country- not a state with the lowest population...
McCain made it a point (as he always does) to express just 'How proud he was of her!'- proud? A VP is supposed to be an equal, someone you can trust to help you keep the country in order, not your daughter whose just learning so much in her trip to the big city! Tell me, do you shake your VP's hand or kiss their cheek?
Expectations were so low because the McCain administration has kept her under wraps for so long. She has only had a few interviews (in which she made various flubs- but who doesn't?) with the media. Because the McCain administration had to protect their little ingenue before she was ready.
Everyone's holding breath: waiting for Biden to say something mean or for the questioner to ask a really supper hard question just knowing that delicate little Sarah will just fall into pieces.
Is this what we've come to? A woman is finally so close to the white house and we're glad because she didnt happen to make an exceptional fool of herself this time???
Biden still won the debate, I think he even loosened up for her- wasnt as ready as he would have been if he had been debating with someone more experienced. He was easy on her. In my opinion a big mistake on his part.
Palin did not do all that great. Did anyone count how many questions she sidestepped with "well in Alaska..." and various home-town-girly remarks. "Addressing the American people directly"- I feel like Im being talked down to!
The truth is- she doesnt know what she's doing (debating or leading). We are charmed by her sweetness; she's homey, she isnt formal, and her speeches dont have 'big words'. Who else had a nice homey attitude to them?...hmmm. Does George Bush ring a bell? Our current President. Or has everyone forgotten him by now?
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Thinking About Suffrage and How Liberty Comes at a Price
"Mr. President how long must women wait for liberty?" In 1916, immediately after speaking these words to a standing room only audience, 30-year-old Inez Milholland collapsed on stage. She died 10 weeks later and became known as the United States woman suffrage movement's first martyr.
The upcoming election reminds me that in less than two years, I will be old enough to vote. As we all know, this election will be the first time for many Rocklin High students to vote. Though it may seem strange that my peers are able to vote, it is not strange at all that half of them are female.
However, less than a century ago, women in the United States were denied the right to vote. During the last years of the suffrage movement, Alice Paul led the National Women's Party (NWP) in a nonviolent campaign for suffrage. Though nonviolent, the NWP was considered militant by its critics because of their unprecedented and controversial tactics. The NWP did more than conventions and parades. In 1917, they began picketing President Wilson. For months, women, who became known as silent sentinels, stood around the White House silently holding their banners every day of the week, except on Sundays. During World War I, people criticized them for continuing to picket the president during war. But these woman only embraced the opportunity to expose Wilson's inconsistencies. The banners contained phrases such as "Kaiser Wilson," "Democracy should begin at home," and even excerpts from Wilson's own speeches. Soon pickets began serving jail sentences of ever-increasing length for "obstructing traffic." In jail, women were subject to horrible conditions. They went on hunger strikes and endured force feeding. In 1918, Wilson finally advocated for suffrage, in 1919 both the House and Senate passed the Susan B. Anthony Amendment, and by 1920 3/4 of the states had ratified it. So, 72 years after the Seneca Falls Convention, the 19th Amendment was added to the Constitution.
Since I just spent hours working on a project about suffragist leader Alice Paul, I'm pretty sure I have enough information to go on for a while about these hard-core women. But I'll save you from that.
Anyhow, the freedoms we have in this country were all bought at a price.
Journey to Fresno
This past weekend, i made a little trip to Fresno. Me and my 3 best friends hopped on a train in Sacramento, and 5 or 6 stops later, arrived in Fresno. That was my first time being on a train. I thought it would be more interesting, but no, just a bunch of people starring at you as you walk down the aisles. The ride was fine, but the down side is my friend Tori's bag got stolen. She was pretty bummed because it had two pairs of her favorite shoes and her ipod.
She decided to stop being sad about it and focus on the fun weekend ahead. Something else that got stolen, however, would affect her later on. The sole purpose of us going to Fresno was to buy homecoming dresses, and spend time with Tori's mother and siblings. She lives with her Dad here in Rocklin because they are divorced.
This was my second time going to Fresno. I love it so much because the people are completely different than the one's here in Rocklin. They aren't afraid so just say "hey whadup?" even if you don't know them and your just walking down the street. The friendliness explodes in Fresno. Also, i adore Tori's family. They are so loving and kind, and it's never a dull moment being around them. I never knew what it was like to have younger siblings, but i get an idea whenever i stay at her house.
Our first night there, we wanted to go out and party it up. All i can say is we got pretty jiggy with it and made a few new friends. One night in Fresno holds so many memories in my mind.
The next day was time for shopping. Instead of getting overpriced dresses from Macy's or some designer store, we resorted to Forever 21. I already bought a dress in Sacramento, so i just helped my friends shop.
Our shopping adventure was a success, and my friends were satisfied. Sunday night, as we were packing to leave the house for the train station, Tori couldn't find her train ticket, or my other friend Katie's train ticket. We started panicking because you HAVE to have the ticket, or you cant get on the train. It didn't matter if you knew the verification code or not. After ten minutes or searching, she finally realized where they were. In her stolen bag.
The worst part is it wasn't even her fault the tickets were gone, technically it was the station's fault. Yet, they didn't refund her or give her new tickets. Only me and my friend Sarah were able to board the train, and Katie and Tori had to stay another night and skip school the next day. Tori's dad picked them up because he was already taking a trip to Fresno anyway, thank god, so they didn't have to waste more money on tickets.
The weekend was randomly beautiful, long and short at the same time. I was happy to be home late Sunday night though, as i deliriously walked off the train. Even though it's just Rocklin, it doesn't compare to anywhere else.
She decided to stop being sad about it and focus on the fun weekend ahead. Something else that got stolen, however, would affect her later on. The sole purpose of us going to Fresno was to buy homecoming dresses, and spend time with Tori's mother and siblings. She lives with her Dad here in Rocklin because they are divorced.
This was my second time going to Fresno. I love it so much because the people are completely different than the one's here in Rocklin. They aren't afraid so just say "hey whadup?" even if you don't know them and your just walking down the street. The friendliness explodes in Fresno. Also, i adore Tori's family. They are so loving and kind, and it's never a dull moment being around them. I never knew what it was like to have younger siblings, but i get an idea whenever i stay at her house.
Our first night there, we wanted to go out and party it up. All i can say is we got pretty jiggy with it and made a few new friends. One night in Fresno holds so many memories in my mind.
The next day was time for shopping. Instead of getting overpriced dresses from Macy's or some designer store, we resorted to Forever 21. I already bought a dress in Sacramento, so i just helped my friends shop.
Our shopping adventure was a success, and my friends were satisfied. Sunday night, as we were packing to leave the house for the train station, Tori couldn't find her train ticket, or my other friend Katie's train ticket. We started panicking because you HAVE to have the ticket, or you cant get on the train. It didn't matter if you knew the verification code or not. After ten minutes or searching, she finally realized where they were. In her stolen bag.
The worst part is it wasn't even her fault the tickets were gone, technically it was the station's fault. Yet, they didn't refund her or give her new tickets. Only me and my friend Sarah were able to board the train, and Katie and Tori had to stay another night and skip school the next day. Tori's dad picked them up because he was already taking a trip to Fresno anyway, thank god, so they didn't have to waste more money on tickets.
The weekend was randomly beautiful, long and short at the same time. I was happy to be home late Sunday night though, as i deliriously walked off the train. Even though it's just Rocklin, it doesn't compare to anywhere else.
Wow, Tina Fey
Saturday Night Live last weekend was hilarious. Well the first 5 minutes were great, just because Tina Fey and Amy Poehler were making fun of Sarah Palin and Katie Couric. It's a little sad because the things Tina Fey were saying as Sarah Palin weren't far from what Palin actually said in her interview. The choice of Vice President pretty much shows who our president should be. Because the decision of, Barack Obama, he knows what he's doing, and Biden seems legit, or McCain, who chose a woman who doesn't really know anything about foreign policy? If you're republican or democratic, you should see that Obama is the right choice. Personally, I wanted Clinton just because she had Bill, but Obama can do the same and should be given that chance. Because with McCain, it will just be 4 wasted years on the same lame economy, and huge debts. Either way, I love SNL during all this political drama.
The Weather Is Changing
It has been hot for quite some time now and now the weather is just starting to change. The clouds are rolling in and the sun is just about done shining. The winter seasons are coming. Hopeufully the weather isn't an issue for fall sports. Tomorrow night is the big football game against Vintage and it is suppose to rain. Cheering in such circumstances is really tough. Devinna makes us wear ponchos if it gets really bad. Hopefully the bad weather doesn't affect the crowd support at the games. Homecoming week also begins this weekend, which means FLOAT CONSTRUCTION. The bad weather could have an impact on the floats beginning this weekend. Rocklin High School will just have to prepare themselves for the upcoming weather to make float construction a huge success. Hopefully it doesn't rain next week during homecoming week and the big homecoming game.
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