Musing Late at Night

I have nothing of real valor or substance to blog about tonight, just a forewarning to you all.
Lately, I find myself in a really weird place - I'm not sure what it is exactly, but somehow I find myself really unmotivated, but really stressed at the same time. I want to go out and do something with my friends, but I also don't feel like doing much of anything and crawling back into bed. These past few weeks really just had me oscillating back and forth between two extreme sentiments and I can't really figure out why I haven't just found a happy medium.

After school, I generally have rehearsal and by the time I get home, I am in absolutely no mood to use my brain and I usually end up taking some length of a nap (today was an exception). I can't tell if it's just because I'm starting to coast through, or if it's this stupid sickness/cough that's got me down, or if it's the knowledge of looming college decisions that is currently occupying any priority in my mind at this point.

Either way, I think I need to figure it out and get my act together because this is just bizarre and leaves me in a daze most days... I think people are beginning to notice.